smoke

she's sort of supposed to look like she's blowing smoke... under water. i don't know why.

i have to challenge myself a little more, and find a direction. say something about 'remote viewing' or play dada games. i suppose i have been trying to tamp down my curiosity about things faraway and beyond my influence. i have never been one to miss out on longing, but all that accumulated desire can be burdensome.


i have not been dreaming, that i can recall.